I feel like there is this huge part of me that no one knows about or ever sees, even when I try to let someone see it I feel like they think I'm ridiculous or something. This part of me is something I have to battle everyday. Its the fear of hurting others, and the guilt of what I have done to others ( Read more... )

I'm soo happy!!! That's all i have to say :) :) :)

My room looks soooo sad, I'm packing up all my stuff, and just trying to leave the bare minimum of what I need to survive until wed when I leave. I can't believe this year is basically over. It has gone by soooo fast. Makes me kind of sad, it just meanst hat next year will go by just as fast and before I know it I will be graduating from here ( Read more... )

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Ever feel like someone will never see you the same way that you see them. That no matter how much you wish they would just see half of what you see in them it will never happen. They'll just continue to see you the same way. Idk, emotions are tough, there is nothing clear about them. There is no clarity in an emotion or feeling, no matter what ( Read more... )

So I spent my Easter weekend with my mom in ATL. It was a lot of fun. Got to go to a Braves game and Stone Mountain. Also found out some awesome news about Tripp ( Read more... )

So i have had some really depressing posts, i'm gonna need to work on that! I'm feeling a little bit better. Idk trying to stay up and positive. Starting to really buckle down with school work, my grades aren't bad, but not where they should be. Softball is crazy. I feel like i'm the weakiest infielder, I'm just going out there everyday and ( Read more... )

So today. Today was really hard.

So, originally I had planned on working at a camp, and actually I have been offered a job at a camp heading their softball program. But tonight after getting a sad phone call from my mom it seems like I'm going to be living at home. I love home, don't get me wrong, but honestly its not where I really want to be ( Read more... )

i feel so lost right now, everything is in focus but idk...it still hurts, I just want it to stop. I mean it was soo awesome for awhile I didn't hurt at all i just felt liberated, and now, well now idk...now i'm fine most of the time but sometimes it all comes flooding back and i just hurt and feel really sad. i just want it to go away ( Read more... )