Ride that big wave

in the ocean of your mind

frequently

love isn't

on time.

While the train is racing

the clock doesn't

keep pace.

There's nothing we can do

but wish

and bare witness,

holding tight to the magic

opportunity gives us.

There's freedom in letting go

allowing something to take over.

Perhaps this is

our four leaf clover.

There will ( Read more... )

So I sent a final message. Of course it won’t be a final message due to work, but I am just sick of chasing him. I’m sick of caring while he ignores me. I give up. So I did it. I told him an myself that this is it. Here’s what I sent:

When I saw you on the 9th, you promised me you would not ignore my messages anymore. You haven’t kept your word.

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Did I just post something happy in this journal???

I'm half sick of my angry and fighting with Josh posts. I'm going to start posting about things Josh-positive rather than negative.

Recently Josh has:

-Taken care of me when I'm sick.
-Helped me realize I need to deal with some of my own control issues.

Go Josh Go.

I love you.

For those of you whom I have removed, it is not personal. We all have to move on. If it truly bothers you (which I highly doubt) let me know, and we'll work something out.

Welcome to my messed up world, Dominique! :)

My magical person ( Read more... )