This is my second journal entry...Things have been pretty blah since the first entry. I'm meeting my goals,though it seems like I'm working up hill. It seems Tim may want nothing to do with me, or even want to work on rebuilding our relationship.It's funny how people say you will find love when you are least looking for it and I wasn't when I met ( Read more... )

Today I had my first therapy session to work on the person I am choosing to become. I met up with my friend Mike that is a Jewish Cantor and I had a personal session with him and his adviser. We went over things in my life such as my family and the abuse that I went though with them,my failing relationship with my boyfriend,my anger issues,and how ( Read more... )

Hey again, I'm still alive... thankfully... nothing new at all to report I'm single,in a strange depression and just need to be renewed.
this is my Misfortune,
shoot and miss.

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Vodka makes a very good friend

I cant do this anymore.

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Well.. I guess its time to add a true entry to this thing.. I pretty much can put anything in here since no one really remembers me anymore ( Read more... )

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see if you can find me!!!

I felt your heartbeat
and held you in my arms
it felt so right
and yet
it was so wrong.

"Heal Over ( Read more... )

A long needed update of me venting... so ready Go ( Read more... )