i missed the solstice by a few minutes yesterday ( Read more... )

so the try-out went ok ( Read more... )

yeah ( Read more... )

this was strange...
my dad is in a good mood...
he came home yesterday...
and he hands me 3 bullets

one of his old assault riffle bullets...
not sure the caliber...

.357 snot nose

and
.357 standard..

all he did was grin...

it kind of scared me...
what the hell is up too?

im sitting here at Johnnys house ( Read more... )

ive decided ( Read more... )

my eyes hurt...
the physical wounds are nothing new...
what are my thoughts...

i wish i knew
all i know for sure...
is that i love you

but in a good way ( Read more... )

i saw something gorgeous today on the way home...
it was a child...
he was sitting at the bus stop sucking on his thumb...
i looked at him but said nothing...
when i jumped on my bus he merely waved at me...

i cried myself to sleep last night...
i cant remember the last time i had...
i still dont know what it is/was...
but this morning i feel liberated...