i was sitting here today ( Read more... )

everlasting gaze...

Frost...

i was dancing...
i was lost...
i felt alive....

how i had missed the rain...

i cried...
i lay...
i lost all perception of time...

now i pray...
never go away....

isnt that exactley what they are ( Read more... )

what is more beatiful than open arms...
open arms that are willing to hold you no matter what...
there is only one thing...

looking you in the eyes and seeing that its real

a paramedic woke me up today...
my neighboor found me outside...
next to a pile of puke...
and he panicked....

what an idiot...

my mom didnt even get up...
oh well....

everyones passed out.

i know its fucked up...
but i hope they never wake up.

im kind of disapointed i did...
to be honest...

why do we wake up?
i've lost my perseption of reality a few weeks ago
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you know what i just remembered ( Read more... )

 i miss meth...
but liquor is a pretty decent substitute

i hope you all have a better holiday than im having
or at least survive...
thats my goal for today...
to see tomorrow

 i think its time ( Read more... )