and kyle and i were really stoned, so we drove back to his house ( Read more... )

i've decided not to take a break from school, but just to change majors. i applied to the cosmetology program today. its something i've been thinking about doing since high school. i'm excited about it, and i really hope i get in for the fall term. i want to start this as soon as possible. i'm not giving up on art, i'm just changing my focus for a ( Read more... )

i think i might take a break from school. its just too stressful. i'll finish out the semester, but i don't know about the summer and the fall yet. out regional manager wants to promote me, and as much as i am terrified to get stuck in retail for the rest of my life, it just kinda seems like a good idea for now. maybe, i hope. i'm just not really ( Read more... )

none of the pieces that i submitted to the student show got in. i'm pretty bummed, and discouraged. it just makes me doubt myself even more. i've been doing a lot of doubting lately. i'm on the verge of a major depression, i can feel it coming. i need something good happen soon, to snap me out of it.

i've been working a lot lately, right now i'm in the middle of a 10 day straight work binge. and it sucks. i worked open to close last tuesday, and i'm doing it again on thursday. and there is this pyscho woman i work with and she hates me, and ignores me, and i just hope she will either get fired, or quit really soon, this has been going on for 2 ( Read more... )

i just got the worst haircut ever.
http://photobucket.com/albums/v59/madthecynic/th_d9fac5a7.jpg
and i actually went and had it done by a professional. its so fucked up.

there is always some sort of crisis going on. my manager has 4 kids, and all but one have some sort of health problem, and she herself has an infection from when she got her tubes tied in december, and an ovarian cyst. and now her mom, who has emphazema is probably on her death bed. so she's not coming to work this week ( Read more... )

i'm really tempted to make a long melodramatic i suck at life post right now. but i won't. cause i regret that kind of stuff. but yeah. i suck at life right now. and i miss having friends.

i have to take a piss test for work this week. i'm kinda nervous. i should pass it fine. but i'm still nervous about it. i've never had to pee in a cup before.

well not really but it was weird. colin was sitting on this excercise ball thing, and i kicked it, to throw off his balance, but my foot bounced back, and my heel slammed directly into my shin. it hurt so bad, and i thought i might have broken it, but i didn't cry, i just started laughing uncontrollably at the absurdity of it, and my teeth started ( Read more... )