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Although I may be posting in this one some, or at least keeping it open, I'm switching blogs for a while because I don't really care for the livejournal format.

New blog found at: madyabyum.blogspot.com (should you seek)

It's just another night, home after work and reclining in the pink patio chair staring out at the one star left visible in the sky. It's not quiet. I can hear the whir of generators and AC units, my roommates are fucking and alternately fighting with each other, a mess of abercrombie and soda cans surround me like a miserable stonehenge and I am ( Read more... )

It may sound crazy and I don't care how anyone who reads this thinks or feels about what I have to say. I may be dysfunctional or insane or whatever I've been accused of, but I know how I feel better than I know anything about the world or life or people. And I don't care if you're a sociopath or a pathological liar, when I told you I loved you, I ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here crocheting, or I was at least, before I started journaling. It's the most domesticated activity I've ever attempted and after three hours of hooking and pulling the yarn and the silver hook have started to be indistinguishable from one another. It's just a rhythm and a pattern out of which a tapestry is born. It calls to mind ( Read more... )

I broke my self-imposed celibacy after 1 year and 8 days. Woo hoo!

In retrospect, it was worth it to wait.

:)

More on all that later.

Laying in bed peacefully...and then there was an earthquake.

I went to work tonight at Platinum in Lexington and actually had a reasonably productive night. I started at 10pm and left at 12:30am and made my goal so for that I was thankful. There weren't a lot of customers but it was relatively easy to pull dances, particularly nude dances ( Read more... )

PISCES: You are beginning to see that others can’t be relied upon. The person you thought was going to be your Rock of Gibraltar is coming unglued. Suddenly, what was true for them a month ago is no longer part of the deal. Going up and down like a yo-yo, you can’t figure out what they’ll do next. I’d say it’s time to disappear for a while just to ( Read more... )

So, I may not have a phone for a while longer. According to Sprint, the week and a half following my phone being chewed up I downloaded over 100 songs and was constantly on the internet so my phone bill is $700. I spent an hour and a half on the phone with customer service and they wouldn't budge on removing the fees unless I could somehow prove I ( Read more... )