I'm a selfish and careless bitch.
yupp thats me.

drama, drama, drama.
i ... love it?
well its been almost 3 months in to school
and i've survived.
another 9 months to go.

im stoked for the early november, senses fail, saves the day,
and the academy is,
danielle and i have made a plan to meet those hawt boyys from the academy is...
and you better belive it will work.

gymnastics really sucks ( Read more... )

this week went by real fast.
which was a definte good thing!

I dread going to gymnastics practice more and more everyday.
I think it's 'cause of coach.
haha.
as horrible as that sounds.
but i have not missed a day this week.
I'm proud of myself!
lol.

"gymnastics boys are great,
arent they rocky?
.:.siigh.:."
♥
hehe.

gymnastics at divine is like ( Read more... )

ok.
so this is a totally random entry.

yesterday was funn
i ditched practice and apparently coach is pissed
oops..
erik took us to McDonalds and I had a vanilla bean "frapp"♥...
"heaven in a straw"
haha aye shawn and his "uglywear"
haha
erik + driving + raquel = screaming, screaming, and screaming
haha wow.

then i went to amandas house .
we had ( Read more... )

Dont be so scared ( Read more... )

so then take it right
this one chance we've got
dont mess up

fight with pride
and fight to the end
strike on
this is your chance

( make it worth your life )

( you and i cold february night... )

thinking if its three
then im as smooth as the skin
rolls across the small of your back
it's too bad its not my style
if you need me
i'm out in the park way,
pateint and waiting for headlights,
dressed in a fashion that's fitting to the
inconsistencies of my moods

it's times like these, when silence means everything

( and no one is to know about this )

.:.
so bright it weakening
but so sweet
but of all that you would like from me
a smile and be ok
sorry, it's taken me everyday
to accept that i have to say

( say no )

the day i knew you would leave
i can barely breathe
can you hear me scream

you thrown in all directions
you epitome of perfection
shes lost her will
( time is standing still )