Sooooo....apparently, Chris never loved me.  Super...

Not that I care.

~~M

I am so bored at work that I started reading back through old Facebook messages.  Some were funny and some were really sad.  The interesting thing, however, is that the really, really sad ones didn't have the same effect on me that they usually have.  Normally, my heart clinches up into a ball and my breathing becomes labored until I have to ( Read more... )

There I go again....over-analyzing something that hasn't even happened yet.  We're still acquaintances...not even friends yet.  I just need to settle down and quit over-reacting. 

Apparently, the Zanesville grapevine is in high swing....and I've learned my lesson about what I say to some people.  I mean, it's not a horrible thing...but if I said something to my sister in confidence, that means I don't want her fiance, a close couple of friends, and then a guy I work with (that I happen to sort of like) to know ( Read more... )

Just a quick post before I run off to Ashley's ( Read more... )

 WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE?

.....I'm lonely.

I've been thinking about a lot of things lately.  I thought that this year was going to be terrible with Chris (and Megan, by default) living next door at the Sinfonia house.  But, after a rough couple of weeks there at the beginning, life seems to be ironing itself out.  About three or so weeks ago, I sat down and had a much over-do talk with ( Read more... )

I don't normally like this type of music, but I absolutely love this song! It makes me want to dance...

I love this!!!!

There's just so many things you never needed to say.
Like I'm your other soul, but you can love them all.
Your tears are meaningless,
They're written on your face.
Just like your empty words.
Just like the chemical.
Just like the disease that stains your lips tonight.
You are the disease that's in my life.

If it's no ones fault,
There's just no one to blame ( Read more... )