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Checked my e-mail tonight - and I've been readmitted to St. John's for spring 2011!! So, so happy about that. Of course there are still a few more hurdles (financial aid/loans, getting the all-clear from my therapist to return, etc.) but otherwise -- looks like I'm coming back ( Read more... ) -
Birds I Have Known
Daylight Savings always throws me for a bit of a loop, but for once it's been in a positive way. I drove my younger brother to school today, as I'd woken up ca. on the couch and not bothered to "go to bed" after. Once I'd dropped him off, I and the dog headed to Colt State Park, in Bristol.
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Lengthy, Morose, Self-Deprecating, Satirical, and Overwritten Reflections
I begin most of my days by going back to bed. My dog wakes up with the sun, and I with him; I let him out into the yard, prepare his breakfast, stand about sleepily in the kitchen waiting for the rest of the family to descend. This morning was typical: my mother was the first down, looking wan (she has been crying steadily for the past two or ( Read more... ) -
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My psychiatrist ordered me to double the dose of Ambien I take. Well, I took the Ambien at 11:15, it's now about 2:00 in the morning, and I'm not assleep. What I am asf ar as I can tell is stoned ( Read more... ) -
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The head-games in my family are starting to wear away at what sanity I've won back for myself. I don't understand the rules; I don't think any of us do. None of us eat right, sleep right, live right. I don't think I've had a serious conversation in over a month with anyone in the family, which means anyone, because I don't see anyone, without ( Read more... )