so a long gtime has pased and a lot has happened. basically just kind of went off trying to persue my own thing and lost touch with lots of ppl so for all those who dont kno im with a woman that i love and we are having a kid come march. basically thats is so ill b around.

so basically me adn ben shouldnt be allowed to hang out anymore. we r a big bunch of trouble...but i fucking love it!

only thing worth mentioning is i found something out and its been on my mind since then. my thoughts go out to u all and although im not around much im here for u whenever u need it. much love to all of u and hope to hear from u.

yeah so today was fucking great.didnt start off so good with me not feelign weel adn not wanting to work but....yeah.work was busy as hell and i got my shit done. i hung out and talked with blake. goodtimes..didtn kno what i was gonna do after i left her so ended up with ben adn had the weirdest idea to get him pierced cause i kno he wanted to but ( Read more... )

so i jsut wanna apologize to anyone who got raondom ims from me i had a stupuid virus and wasnt home and didnt kno it was happening...sry adn i hope its fixed now ( Read more... )

so yeah...basically all i gotta say is...im not gonna let one lil fuck affect me or affect how i write in my journal. im not gonna deny others from reading it jsut cause one person feels it nesscary to be an ass, but its cool. im sure u r just a very bitter lonely person who gets off by leaving mean or ingnorant comments on ppls journals and by all ( Read more... )

so this is to wonderful ppl that read live journals. whoever u r who is posting comments with no name please jsut dont bother wasting ur time doing it. if u dont kno me then u cant possibly understand..and if u still have an urge to leave ur insight dont bring her into it..yet again u dont understand but if anyone is deserving of snide comments or ( Read more... )

yeah so ive been lazy today not feeling the best. i got school tomorrow adn hopefully things will get better with that but yeah..found the coolest site thanks to the coolest person...ok well one of the coolest...http://www.pandora.com/....it can be used for those of u who dont read music ( Read more... )

so maybe im part of something bigger.part of some greater good. maybe im meant to just open ur eyes to what there is..what possabilites there are..how good things can be so u can either kno what there can be for u or realize what u had before and fix it..im just along for the ride and no matter what i do its just my job to sit and watch and

long time no write...so i had a meeting today with school and thought i had everything all set and woul be back in school and yeah...i got home checked on available classes and i got shit so looks like im royaly fucked...just my luck...just a great end to my day....seriously when i get into something...yeah well see now ( Read more... )