P.S. I'm moving to Iowa next week for the campaign.

What a lovely break I had! It's unfortunate, however, that after almost a full week of amazing boyfriend time, I am soooo lonely. I realized this morning, coming back to an empty room in an empty house, that part of what I looked forward to coming back to at Smith all of last year was Jed. School, bad food, stupid work and all were so much easier ( Read more... )

I can't wait for break.

I'm so excited to NOT have to do work for at least a day or two.

Sheesh.

I'm so glad my mommy came. And so sad she is gone. It is really hard to be so far away from all the people you love the most. Damn you distance.

I have done so much procrastinating, it's sort of uncanny. And these next two weeks are hell for me... oops.

Back to faking work. I can't wait for this semester to be over.

So... the family that I babysat for this summer offered to pay me to go to the Caribbean with them and watch their kids. It would be a free ticket, free food, free room, and paid work with kids I adore all in the Caribbean. Sounds fabulous, huh? Except that it falls over New Years, which would be my one year anniversary with Jed. On New Years Eve, ( Read more... )

I just got a C on my calc homework that I thought I totally understood. We had to simplify these statements and then write what it approached as one of the variables approached 0. I forgot to write what happens as it approaches zero and therefore lost 1/3 of my points on over half the questions. That seems really unfair to me, since, if you have ( Read more... )

It's so frustrating to find someone so disappointing, insincere, and manipulative and to still crave their attention.

It's also frustrating to feel so lonely with so many people around.

It's frustrating to forget whether you miss him or are just hurt by him not being here.

Suki joined our family on Valentine's Day when I was seven years old. She was a surprise, a crafty present from my mother. When I opened the door to the house on my return from school, there she was, so small, fluffy and bright-eyed that my heart melted. We loved eachother from that first moment. She taught me responsibility, I taught her to jump ( Read more... )

Haha, the title is another one of those things that popped up in my subject bar after I typed "H". Man, I wonder where and when I have the opportunity to write such hilarious stuff in subject bars to begin with and why I can't remember doing it ( Read more... )

Sooo I got my stitches out today from my surgery last Thursday. I have never had teeth problems in my life, so I've never had cause to hate the dentist or his/her office or profession. But now, all that has changed ( Read more... )