I'm not who I thought I was.  

 Something that has always attracted me to Graham is his writing ability. He dropped off a letter at my house today and here's what it says:

Sometimes when you meet a person it's like when you're driving down a quiet road and some reckless fiend comes swerving past you at break neck speed and in that moment they inject you with a cocktail of wild ( Read more... )

All my livejournal friends, there are such a precious few of you, you are invited to my 18th birthday party ( Read more... )

Spleen United - Heat
Lay down your bricks and rest your tired arms
Wait till the morning brings another start
When the pain is gone
Then your work is done

Hurt takes you away sometimes
It hurts watching the change in your eyes
New hunts in the morning light
Sleep takes you away at night

Lay down your head and rest your tired heart
Wait till the morning ( Read more... )

"how strange would appear to be this thing that men call pleasure! And how curiously it is related to what is thought to be its opposite, pain!...Wherever one is found, the other follows up behind."

Plato

Candy, with Heath Ledger
Party Monster
Bug
Martin (1977)
Jacob's ladder
Frailty
Psycho

You know, I really hate saything this but I feel I have to admit it somewhere ( Read more... )

"I worship the masks i hide behind and loathe them to the very core at the same time. Imagining a world where i couldnt become one of the many masks i wear is a scary thought in ways but more frightening is the fact that the world may never want anything but the mask and the man behind is nothing more."

I have spent the last four hours researching a variety of different things. One thing led to another and that to another and so on ( Read more... )

Bored with their lives, crying socialize and throw all the beauty away
For all you lonely boys, I will president

You might keep me alive, but I can let you down any time that I'd like
Shoot down your absolute form in the primitive
I can't see the point in the sense you were born with

And if you're hurting I will replace the noise with silence instead
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