soo im the happiest ive ever been.
ever.

and i finally have a TRUE & GENUINE guy in my life.
wow. im fallingggg :)

my life as of Decemeber 27th is over as i know it ( Read more... )

why do i care still?
im far away i usually dont think about this
i thought i was over it.
yeahh
guess not
POOP

stick it in your juice box and suck on THAT

that you care for someone so much at one point in your life ( Read more... )

is actually good right now..
college= fun
classes= not bad not too hard...YET
boys= ehhh my heart is content..for now haha
family= good
health= wayyyy down in the crapper 
BUT
im good at faking hahahah

so pretty much everything that has been said lately ( Read more... )

tell me im not wasting me life ( Read more... )

"i dont want to see you anymore ( Read more... )

am i ready for college?
will i last?
yeahh im definately wondering..
and its not looking very bright
i guess all i can do is try..

im sooo unbelievably scared

as he sleeps right here..
i can't stop thinking
he is comparing me
its not completely bad
but it is not good
im not her i won't be

it makes me wonder if he is truthful by sayin he is over her
sucks..

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