I've always worked really hard to be ok w/ where I am. Happy to be in school, putting off the real world and stuff. WELL FUCK THAT SHIT I'M SOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED OF SCHOOL AND BULL SHIT WORK. I AM SO FUCKING DONE. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

I'm such a fucking nut!

I'm officially going crazy in my solitude... if you want to call it that. I'm busy with class and clinic, plenty of human 'contact.' People to drink with and eat and see movies blah blah blah... I didn't think I was going crazy until I realized I've been listening to nothing but classical music and doing homework and watching tv in my underwear ( Read more... )

Yay snow ( Read more... )

Why is everyone exactly like each other and soooo goddamn boring?

I'm making progress in most areas.

I have to decide on my project design by the end of the month. My presentation is not for another YEAR. holyfuckingshit.

I sat in the heat, and made another one of those videos and can't get it out of my head. That's where it starts, that's where it always grows and consumes. I listened to 'Has a Good Home' again... reminds me too much of last christmas. I'm excited for a new one. My new years resolution will probably have something to do with self discipline and ( Read more... )

"From the top of the flight of the white white stairs, through the rest of my life. Do you wait for me there?"

weddings, regina, islands, tests, papers, presentations, clinic, becca!, jake!, kerri!, skipping clinic, ngth party, annnnnd thanksgiving! yesyesyes!

I'm told my area has a crow problem this time of year... so my apartment complex has installed loud speakers on top of all the buildings. I guess if you have the sound of creepy death birds emitted at loud volumes, real death birds will be less likely to inhabit the top of your establishment. Creepy. I don't pay rent here to feel like I'm in an ( Read more... )

ohmygodimlame!