Again the day has come another one has walked into my life ( Read more... )

I sit here and think. What has happened to the days that I dabble in energy? What happens to my gathering, my bending, my controlling, my releasing? Weird how things change in time. I lost control and lost ballance earlier. It was kind of scary. I wasn't quite sure what I was going to do. I has been a long time since I have meditated or attempted ( Read more... )

PhunkMaster has come to rain hell upon earth. Beware all who stand in my way.

You have been warned.

Hello livejournal where have you been? Oh yea thats rigth you have been here the whole time. It is me that has been gone. How many months has it been since I blogged here? Too many ( Read more... )

This says it all.

Its almost 2 am. I am laying here in bed and I have cloed my eyes over a dozen times. But, I can't get her out of my head. I am probly just going crazy (most likely option), but could she be 'the one' I am sure that I will go out with her, have a couple drinks, and next thing you know she will be gone. I am probly going to end up being too imiture ( Read more... )

So let me start as the begining ( Read more... )

****WARNING ( Read more... )

I am sitting here at work thinking about my life and what can and could be. All I get are questions. Is it possible to find your mate and never be romanticly involved with them? Is there such a think as a soul mate? If so what purpose do they surve in our life? If soul mates are here for the sheer purpose to help us find ourself then do you have to ( Read more... )

I am sitting here once again thinking about my life. So many people have told me that I need to find myself, and love myself. But, I can't seem to find myself or love myself. I am lonley. I am think there needs to be more to my life. I don't know why I can't find anyone. I am not looking and I am looking. I am days away from what woul dhave been my ( Read more... )