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I think one or two of you were baffled by my sudden hiatus from the internet. I'd be playing it down if I didn't say that I was flattered by that!

Sooooo. If you've been wondering what happened, I was in Uganda from the second of April right thru to the twenty seventh. That actually means that I arrived back in London yesterday. I'm preparing a ( Read more... )

Catherine & Louis turned up at my haus todae! We went out for dinner at a fabulous local italian restaurant! We ate fried calamari and bread with olive oil and vinegar with olives for starters and I had a lamb shank with tomato salad and gravy while Louis had lots of exotic sea food. I tried oysters for the first time (I stole them off Louis' plate ( Read more... )

"hell is other people."

Constantly losing people and belongings I never thought I would has taught me that nothing is stuck with me forever apart from my'self'. So... I guess this is my justification for selfishness and my pursuit of happiness taking precedence over yours. I am unapologetic and I think you should be glad I am this way, rather than disappointed. It is not ( Read more... )

I shoved Louis' sketchbook in his hands & told him to draw me on the fourteenth. Here are the pictures he drew. I think he was afraid to draw me chubbier because in reality I am on the plumper side of average and I think my arms and legs look a lot thinner than they really are. These were very quick scribbles because I fidget and grow impatient ( Read more... )

Louis is beside me in his bedroom plugging in the hair dryer and about to blowdry his underwear that I got wet when I poured a glass of water down the back of his top. He got me back by chasing me up the stairs and pouring water on my trousers as I fell to the floor trying to lock myself in the upstairs bathroom ( Read more... )

What was I waiting for? Waiting for the bubble to burst ... over your stagnant pauses.

Can’t cure what your devil don’t see - or light a fire below the death of me. We’ve shot through all of our causes, days spin through my heart that sever the love - kill all the pain - with shame. I won’t be lost without you. I’ve found a way to get through - now ( Read more... )