i always wonder if it is me.
if there is something there.
as though you and me have nothing in common, but we are meant to understand each other in ways that no one else could.

do you think that way too?
or is it just me, building fantasies?

yesterday i walked to the grocery store because i had declared it BAKED POTATO DAY! no more waiting for the rat to decide when i can have a baked potato. while i was in the grocery store i passed twin brothers. and it was weird to me to look at them. my brain had trouble processing it at first. this makes me sad because it shows that twins are ( Read more... )

doctor again today ( Read more... )

( some pictures i took, beach in davenport and faux artsy on the pier )

hmmm, where to begin ( Read more... )

feeling kind of shitty today, since i got my period ( Read more... )

i am losing my fucking mind.
only three resumes sent out so far today.
some places have their own application.
some want me to fax things, which i dont feel like making that extra effort right now.
some places wont let me log in.
i did get a card from jennifer which brightened up my day a whole bunch. i miss her lots.

tomorrow is work day. do applications, send them in. make awesome cover letters and send those in with my resume ( Read more... )

i'm feeling kind of lazy, but at the same time i want to do something. like get drunk and play trivial pursuit. we should have gone to trivia night. maybe on wednesday at 99 bottles ( Read more... )

ps:
sometimes i forget that you people now live in the future.
and it confuses me when i look at people's away messages and i think to myself "now why would they be doing that at 1 pm?" when it is really 4 pm.
greetings from the past!