God I feel like I'm going crazy.  This long awaited summer vacation is one huge fucking joke.  I feel like as each day passes more and more gets loaded on and I feel like I'm about to break.  There's piano, SAT books, the driver's manual, summer reading, my spanish packet, my precalc problems, plus I have to do the dishes everyday and the wash when ( Read more... )

I was looking at my brother's pics today. His senior trip was to Florida, and he made this photo album with like a billion pics of him and his friends. It's funny, cuz he always used to tell me, "I fucking hate Cross, don't ever come here." He painted the picture like he had no friends, like he was an outcast, and I always believed him because ( Read more... )

Well today was...nothing special.  Another day wasted at school, another night wasted sitting here looking for something to pass the time.  I feel completely empty. like everything has been sucked out of me, leaving only an overwhelming sense of dullness and boredom.  That's probably why I find myself pouring out my hardly interesting thoughts in a ( Read more... )