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Rant.
You all want to work in fashion.
Or photography.
You're all fucking writers and yet
Only a handful of you can spell; negative calories must kill brain cells.
"I'm so fat, I don't understand why everyone his calling me thin, maybe I am and my perspective is screwed up?"
Then go and fucking eat.
"I'm so fat! LOOK AT THIS SEMI-NAKED PICTURE OF ME."
"Oh you ( Read more... ) -
Writing.
You should stay here.
You keep me vaguely sane.
'I love you and miss you and I hope I live to see you again'
I love and miss you too.
Insomnia: just because you can't sleep it doesn't mean that you're at all awake.
Spent the time last night writing. ( Time for a Story ) -
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Eaten: 160
Burned: 90
Total: 70
Edit: Total; 410
Up until 4am just talking.
We spent the two days in constant contact but I still missed you; It doesn't matter how much we talk, I want you as close as physically possible.
I think these diet pills are actually working pretty damn well, but honestly it's a little early to tell.
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Eaten: 170
Burned off: 470
Total: -300
Edit: Now -250
Happiness is a warm gun.
Happiness is minus calories
Happiness is not having to lie to your friends
Happiness is new diet pills.
Over did the sleeping pills, I was knocked out until 2.00, when my favourite sent me a text.
Sorry for lying to you.
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You're miserable, grumpy, angry, misanthropic, indifferent, churlish but I love you.
I'm needy, insecure, indecisive, unreliable, childish and ditzy but you love me too.
You just don't know better.
I'm under a 1000 today. It's so much more than I wanted but I literally couldn't stop stuffing my face. Well, I'm sure an hour and a half ( Read more... ) -
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I can talk to you about anything...
...apart from this.
I feel your place as my favourite person slipping.
But,
I don't have anyone to replace you with.
I'm at negative calories for the day, so fuck you.
Sorry if I'm bothering you. I'm just having a hard time.
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Binge.
Vegtable Lasagne
Bourbons
Chips
Cookies
Malt loaf and marge
Soup
Chocolate digestives
Bread and marge
Buttercunch biscuits
Caramel chocolate.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. I haven't binged in literally years.
Well done me. I said I'd have a minimum of 500 cals, starved myself until Latin, felt too ill to go. Lied to my best friend and favourite teacher, ignored the ( Read more... ) -
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I told everything.
