Cut to 2014, November. Things are hard. I have a boyfriend who rules. I still have a career that I love so much only because is the freedom. But there are still so many rules that I am, After 6 years, stilll learning. But rules aren't bad after you learn and understand them. Usually I am drunk when I write these. TADA!!!!

As much as I want to write my feelings I can't because I don't even know what the fuck I am feeling. I just can't figure shit out and it is making me hate myself more.

Girls. No matter how old they get, they are all about the drama. It makes me loose hope for my future.

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I don't have feelings right now... and I wish I did.

Edit: Finally... watery eyes.

i listened to bright eyes last night... i don't want to talk to anyone today.

::it's when you find that one person. Like a magnetic connection. You can never break loose from the force. When you want to get away you find yourself just coming back. Slowly those fingers dial the number and realize it once 'sent' has already been pressed. I try to keep my cool with pretending I don't care if we don't get together, but it eats ( Read more... )

Motha licka.

I want to be a size 8. Thats my new goal.
Oh yeah, I'm moving to Providence, wanna come with?

I got a car.