I am just counting down the days until my birthday, until providence, until my life won't be here will do a complete turn around. I am excited. Cheese and rice I haven't been on the computer in forevs. Like actually sat down and wrote. I really want to take a drive down to new haven and go shopping. Urban Outfitters is over there. But yeah, me and ( Read more... )

the internet, who has time anymore? not this guy.

I am sick as balls and I miss Bryan King. He sleeps way too much and I work way too much. But I mean, I try to see him when I can. But when I come over he's always sleeping. It's not fair. I can't be with someone who isn't there... ever. I am trying, but this is hard.

So I've been asked what I want for christmas.

( Oh Santa Babyyy )

So... I can't sleep. I'm wide awake. I think because my stomach hurts. And my head hurts. I am not hungry, though. Blah. I'm kinda in a bummed out mood. I was excited to hang with BK tonight. =/ Whatev, I guess. I went to Anthropology today. What a retarded idea. I tried on a few dresses and really liked one. Came out and asked an employee what she ( Read more... )

I don't even know how to explain the feeling I have right now. But I am so giddy. Today I had a big smile on after I left. And later on I skipped to my car. I told everyone how wonderful everything. I am just ( Read more... )

So tonite I went on a long drive with Drew Campany. Jesus Christ, I didn't know how much I missed that poop until I got a taste of him... not sexually, sicko's. =) But honestly, I missed him. We are the same person ( Read more... )

I've been acting too much like a girl. And I hate it. I let the littlest shit get to me and hurt my feelings. GET OVER IT, WHORE! It's fucking called life. You get your heart "broken", people don't want to see you every fucking day of their lives, and you do suck at closing. Oh yeah, and as a server too. Stop crying about it and fix that shit ( Read more... )

Ralph, Brian, and Alex are my saviors which keep me sane through the roughest of rough times. They are what keep me around to wake up the next morning. They are the ones that give me an exciting story to tell another. They are the ones that fill my heart up with joy when seeing them. I honestly feel like I have 3 boyfriends minus the title. Or just ( Read more... )

I don't feel like writing about it anymore. Because honestly, I don't care about it anymore. At all.