ahhhhhhhhh wtf did i do? ppl suddenly hate me for no reason. ok w/e. i give up on ppl. most of them just end up backstabbing hurting the ppl they are close to. mother fuckers ( Read more... )

today after school i chilled w/ stephan and this guy named john and nathan. and now nathan is on my best friends list b/c he toked us up...w/ some damn good shit too. I COMPLETED MY MISSION! my mission was to get stephan high at least once this week. AND I DID IT!!! i toked him up for his first time! YAY! dude... he is sooo fucking ( Read more... )

last night i went to the index case concert w/ charchar and kellen and stephan. clayton was there w/ his brother justin and a bunch of his friends. i knew a few of them, jarid, phelix, and alex. yeah they were assholes as usual but....OMFG justin is hot. actually they werent that bad. justin was actually being nice to me. yeah and then he got ( Read more... )

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well...i dont feel good. found out jason cheated on alex a lot. and he treated her like shit. and i guess he acted the same way w/ her as he is doing w/ me b4 they hooked up. like...acting like he loves me more than anything and all that. so omg i feel like shit. once i finally trust someone turns out they were faking me out the whole fucking ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in forever. there has been a lot that happened. im sure you all have already heard my story about the little car accident...and all about jason. basically jason got caught and is locked up for a long time. im not going to be able to see him for a while. i miss him soooo much. i love him to death. he is perfect. he ( Read more... )

im never letting anyone get close to me again. im never letting anyone in. i cant beleive what he did. i dont know why... he said he loved me. we always talked about how we wanted to be together forever. i guess that was all a lie. maybe some way of trying to get down my pants. i cant beleive he threw away what we had. it hurts so bad. ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun. i went to the mall w/ charchar and there was a ton of ppl there. jon, tim, joe, natalie, grant, miclain, paige, teddy, and some ppl i dont like...yeah anyways, logan was there and i bitched him out for tryin to take advantage of me when i was drunk. he kept tryin to get up my shirt and slide his hand down my pants. i dont ( Read more... )

today i had a horse show. that was fun. there wasnt many ppl there b/c it was at windy ridge. i did really well. i got 3 1sts, 3 2nds, a 5th and a champion. tonight is dans party, and so is chris'. i feel bad b/c i told both of them i would go. i didnt know it was going to be on the same day. but i told dan i would go to his first so i ( Read more... )

Just when everything was going so great, it all has to go and get all fucked up. i really dont feel like explaining it all...but everything fucking sucks ( Read more... )