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today i had a lesson on dalton for the first time. im half leasing him now. i jumped him for the first time. hes a really good jumper. i think i did good on him...and i think we are goona work well together. i have a show next weekend...and its at windy ridge, the barn i just left. so that is gonna be really awkward ( Read more... )

last night i went out w/ geoff and natalie and dan and logan and jason. we went and bought some vodka...and then we went to that park that billy matt and ppl always get high and stuff at...and ommfg i got so fucking trashed. i never throw up from getting drunk...and i did last night. lol so that really shows how damn plastered i was. i threw up ( Read more... )

today was fun. i am becoming good friends w/ zach...lol i call him peter. b/c yesterday he forgot my name so i decided not to call him by his name. hehe. well zach and i gyped 4th period to go smoke. then we came back and chilled w/ all the people that have 1st lunch, which is mostly for sofmore jr. and sr. so we hung out w/ charlee and ( Read more... )

god fucking damnit. i always screw everything up. i hurt justin so bad. i did everything i said i would never do. and now he cant trust me. which hurts so much but hey i cant blame him. i fucked up...bad. and now EVERYONE at school likes him. all these really pretty chicks...way prettier than me. and the like hottest chick on earth said ( Read more... )

today was the usuall. school wasnt bad b/c during my 3rd 4th and 5th period classes, which are all my core classes, was just a movie watching day. and the movie wasnt too bad either. all these mexicans kept hitting on me and asking for my number. and i didnt wanna say no and make them feel bad...so i gave it to them but i was too stupid to just ( Read more... )

school was gay...damnit im not ready for summer to be over. *is sad* after school i walked to the mall w/ mallrat. i hung out w/ him for a while. then he spent a lotta time hanging out w/ his crush. so i hung out w/ geoff. then i called justin and told him to come down there and so he did and geoff went to work. so justin and i hung out. ( Read more... )

today was the first day of school. oh...i was just trembling w/ joy. first period i have orchestra. jil is in it, and shes cool. so that class will be fun. 2nd period is drama. and omfg it is soooo gay. all the kids in it are really annoying or they are 8th graders. im dropping it as soon as possible. 3rd period is english. i dont know ( Read more... )

last night i went over to tishy's house and chilled w/ her and shane and kayleb and jace. hehe kayleb and jace are super. then we hung out w/ phillip and troy for a while. then they left. then we got drunk. then jace and kayleb left. then we got even more drunk. then we drank a lil more. then we took some more shots...anyways, to say the ( Read more... )

ok in case you all didnt know i was having some confusing relationship problems. justin and i were going through some really tough times and i was really started to like geoff. and i didnt know what to do. so geoff came over today and we talked everything out. and we decided the best thing to do was try to patch things together w/ justin b/c no ( Read more... )