my heart is a little extra broken right now. a friend i have supported for longer than i have known most of you posted a rant. i made a positive and supportive comment which was immediately deleted, followed by more ranting. i won't stop being positive and supportive, but it's one of those moments where you wonder...do they want things to be better ( Read more... )

enough, ghosts.

i have to live this life now

the dark clouds started to blow away and the sun came out. i went out to smoke one of my last, then i got the mail. the mail kind of trainwrecked my mood. i tried to make the best of the day, but did not accomplish much apart from way too much thinking. gave in and took a nap, woke up for my show...got the call near the end ( Read more... )

it's all around, yeah...

not even sure how to make this all make sense. things are accelerating on an epic level. the vast majority of it is good, the rest is undecided as yet. there is just so much going on, the dark stuff is held at bay without effort, because there is simply no time for it ( Read more... )

and there I was, now all alone ( Read more... )

i has them ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NGcZpIkG4KI

you just have to be mine...

so last night a distant ex showed up, dressed to the nines. and asked why we never worked out...after yelling at me for owning a non-union car, making fun of my musical tastes, and insisting that i was a domme. LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jknfiEBZdRw&feature=related