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wow... too much has happened since my last entry. the most important stuff is that me and alicia broke up ,but, he, he, (well get back to the "he he" part) because she was always mad at me and im the type of person that if you piss me off, i wont let you know, ill pretend im happy, and she was pissing me off, she would never tell me when she was ( Read more... )

forgot, my aunt died today.....

today was quite extrordinary, i moved a bass-cab rig today. then i got to play on the rig, but come to figure out, i need a new input plug. it sucks cuz thats gonna cost me a pretty penny. i dont like that. but aanyways, i still got to play the rig on mikes bass. then at dunham's, i made friends with this guy whos favorite band, was the same as ( Read more... )

GOD i wish this day would end, i want to spend my money, and i want alicia to call me or something, i miss her alot right now... i feel lonely. but yeah x-mas was good, great even, i got alot of the stuff i wanted...and what i didnt get, ive got money to buy it with. anyways, im gonna go, merry CHRISTmas everyone, ALICIA, I LOVE YOU BABY, IMISS YOU ( Read more... )

wow!!! the christmas get together with alicia, mary and sal was great. i got great presents, and alicia says she likes the presents i got her, and so did everyone else, i really like the movies i got, and the wallet, and yes mary, your right, what was inside the wallet, they are fun to have... lol. i love the shirt too, so im happy ( Read more... )

wow... alot happened this weekend. it was mostly very fun, besides a certain upsetting moment... but alicia and i talked it over and everything is perfect, in my eyes... =D. on friday night we all went to sals and ate pizza, oooh and poprocks lol... then stuff happened and then we all went back home ( Read more... )

Heyy Love. I broke into your journal cuz I made you a present :D

I love you more then anything baby!


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im an idiot. i admit i fucked up. i know that i hurt alicia. i hope shell forgive me. she thinks i lied to her again. i didnt. i swore i wouldnt lie to her again. i didnt lie to her again. i love her. i always will. till the day i die. theres nothing that could ever change that. ever. i cant be a perfect boyfriend. i can try. i will try. im ( Read more... )

god i fucked up this time... i lied to alicia... about a somewhat big deal. i told alicia i dont do drugs, yet im a pothead... im so upset still... but im tired so i thinks im gonna go take a nap

later,
matt

p.s. alicia, im so sorry baby, i never meant for this to get this way, i love you baby