It's the ol' birthday again. Going through this weird thing today. ONE: Not sleeping. I have work today and I still haven't gone to bed. TWO: I feel down and depressed. I don't know why, I just feel like crap.

Ah, well. I'm 25, so I guess it's time to let it go and just enjoy the next year of my life.

I've been listening to a lot of porncore music lately. For those who aren't "down" with metal genres, porncore is usually thrash or grind metal with sexually-oriented lyrics. I just completed the Cock and Ball Torture discography ( Read more... )

I've been in Orlando for two days now. I don't really know when I'm coming home or if I even want to any more. Maybe I'm not even gonna stay here. I don't know yet. I'm happy, excited, sad, angry, lonely, fulfilled... everything at once.

I don't know what emotion to cling to.

Every person goes through changes in their lifetime. When the changes all come at once, it becomes too much to bear. Emotionally, it's like poison; It gets into your system and starts whittling away at the things that keep you sane. Can I be selfish for a moment?

I hate emotions. To elaborate, I hate everyone else's emotions. I take on these ( Read more... )

I'm having trouble sleeping again. But it's the fault of my dreams. HE came back. It wasn't really a problem before because I would just re-adjust the covers or do something that would break my concentration and it'd clear up. But HE is hounding me this time ( Read more... )

I feel kind of silly.

(this is from a very long time ago)


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I feel like I haven't had a decent night's rest in months. I sleep well, but I get up every day and feel like I have to dodge bricks that're constantly flying at my head. Presently, I have the emotional stability of a 4 year old. The last thing I want is to blow up and be as violent as I have been. I'm at least going back to the doctor after a year ( Read more... )

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You scored as Butt-Kicker. You like a streightforward combat character. After a long day at the office, you want to clobber foes and once more prove your superiority over all who would challenge you.

Butt-Kicker
75%
Method Actor
67%
Storyteller
67%
Specialist
50%
Power Gamer
42%
Casual Gamer
33%
Tactician
33%
Law's Game Style
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Character Name: Shin Dendralis ( Read more... )