Poetry seems to be only wasy to express how I feel ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: September 30

Your birthday on the 30th day of the month shows individual self-expression is necessary for your happiness ( Read more... )

Light is fading ( Read more... )

Lost within myself,
Tumbling in my head.
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There is a lot of confusion in my life at the moment. If I lash out at you I am sorry but I need to get it out. That is just how I get it out.


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What is the point of caring when the only things you live for dont care for you.

I cant stand this misery I put myself through. Why cant I just be happy with myself and move on. Why is it that I live in the past and try to cling on to what ever made me happy. Whoever I try to be with either cant stand me or wont because of someone one I have already been with. Am I bound to live and unhappy life for ever and why is it that ( Read more... )

Wondering back and forth,
Pacing in my head.
How did I get her,
Lost and lonely and dead.

I live my life,
A constant dream.
The fairytale of life,
With you my queen.

Holding you close,
Tightly wrapped within my arms.
never leaving your side,
Never to let you be harmed.

I awaken from my dream,
With only one thing to see.
That you are gone,
My life must never be ( Read more... )

Yeah less than two days mother fucker. Either this week is going to be amazing or amazingly horrible. Keith comes home for the week I get to pick his loopy ass up on saturday. Cait, me and her better hang out at some point this week. we havent dont that in........well ever. Tomorrow is the senior semi. which I will not be attending on account of me ( Read more... )

daze but in a better mood..............................