speaking of trash i haste the day that i read your name in the obituaries and i would like to take my big fat combat boot and stomp on your babies skull nothing makes me ache like knowing that steven was even in the same room as sam it will eat me up til the day i die and i want you to know that it is not because youre better looking than me ( Read more... )

im hitting the gothic faze i threw out everything in my closet that wasnt red white or black and my days are spent telling stories about the people at scarowinds
i also found old pictures of me ( here )

i finally broke down the day before my birthday and realized that i was going to be 18 its straight now you know i buy my own cigs and thoughts about a porno mag and stuff you know but i grew up in a day and now my thighs and calves hurt like im not 17 anymore all night every night i work my ass on those meat hooks under strobe lights for 8 dollars ( Read more... )

whew im 18

my birthday is coming up. give me ideas of what to ask for.

my life is planning out i guess according to plan because the book i just finished reading talked about whats happening to me in my life right now and what he said to me and when that guy handed me a jesus pamplet while i was tripping acid i knew it was all a sign

im pretty sure that scarowinds will hire me i mean come on they dont even have to provide wardrobe and man wouldnt that be a perfect place to start ( Read more... )

 i have golden cappuccino on my hair right now, i am slowly taking my hair back to blonde. my goal hair :
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 so at first i wasnt upset about having to spend another semester in high school but i just realized that ill be in school on my 18th birthday and that pisses me off fucking bad cause i wanted my 18th birthday to be a huge blow out and i couldda done that but now ill be in school and ill have to worry about waking up in the morning or coming home ( Read more... )

 
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