whoo hoo. nice thursday night in the whee. went to see a lame ass movie (man of the year) with lynette, chris, and betsy, but not before killing a 5th of jagermeister (along with bets and lynette). so we roll into quin theater drunk as piss. i booed the screen. smoked a cigarette miday through the movie (outside, dont worry). we then proceded to go ( Read more... )

i can't make up my damn mind. one day I the only thing i want is to make up, to say that i'm gonna forgive and forget all. the next day all i can think about are all the moments where he broke my heart or did something to hurt me. i know that on both these kinds of days i miss him. i've never denied this. i miss my best friend, i miss the one who ( Read more... )

Wow. You know, sometimes it's funny how things work out. Just yesterday I was waxing melancholy about old times, old friends. And what happened today? I see Adam. Not only that, seeing him did not clam me up into silence. Right at that moment, I let it all go. There was no more anger, no more sadness and abandonment issues. There was just my friend ( Read more... )

Wow. I havent written anything in lj ofr so long. I was just looking through some really really old entries and started bawling my damn eyes out. Just to hear me talk about things as they were happening, about things that happened when we were all very much a close group and happy, breaks my heart. Adam was in 1 out of 2 entries and damn, didn't we ( Read more... )

i've retrunred to lj like the prodigal daughter. i missed you. very much ( Read more... )

damn if i don't feel guilty every time i realize how long it's been since i wrote in my lj. i feel like a blog whore and i have been ditching plain lj for the hotter myspace. well, here's what's up: not shit. there are ongoing events between a boy and i, but anymore it really just bothers me more than it's fun. makes me depressed. sure, it's fun at ( Read more... )

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Tonight consisted of:
my first visit to a frat party
being un-sober for about 14 hours
climbing onto a tree that was hanging across a river (while stoned)
having my hair spray-painted pink
fun fun fun

this time of the year sucks. my depression is kind of seasonal, so here it is, the coldest and bleakest time of year. today is the day after fucking valentine's day. classes are just starting to get serious. boys are treating me like shit. bleh. i can't drink away my problems because i get all emtotional and shit and start to rant and rave and ( Read more... )

i love livejournal because it's a place where i can simply write of my day to day doings. i don't always feel like writing deep thoughts or displaying my wit through metaphors and analysis. for that i would probably use myspace. battle of the blogs ( Read more... )