christmas break felt like i lasted months. i was bored. really bored. i wanted to be back at western from the time i left campus. but by the time i got back, or really by the time it was ready to go, i just felt tired. tired for what was to come, which will probably be more of the same old, only maybe more boring. but who knows. tonight i went over ( Read more... )

i stayed up until 4:30am when i had planned to be asleep by 1. only one person could keep me awake like this.

peace and christmas break

January: Well, now, here I am ( Read more... )

Oh. lordie, what is this world coming to? I punched the wall today. I could just leave it at that, but i feel the need to explain myself. i was in a bad mood. because of a boy. but that's not the point. the point is that my 14 year old wannabe neighbor decided 1:30 in the morning was an excellent time to move her damn bed. or fix it. or whatever. ( Read more... )

Now, I have been doing well lately. Things are back to something like normal with me and the dude (but how normal were they ever?). Last night Jessie, Adam, Spencer and myself went on a "ghosthunting" trip that was really us just driving around to different towns for five hours. It was awesome. It was what I had been missing for a while. At one ( Read more... )

i feel better. i'm not wonderful or perfect, cause things still aren't completely back to normal. but it's better. christmas break is coming up and that makes me so nervous and scared.

i am so tired of being miserable

it's three in the morning and all i want to do is sleep for days. i can't think of a single thing to make myself feel better. not one damn thing. the things that used to make me smile and realize that things haven't gone badly for my whole life just don't cut it anymore. there is this empty-type ( Read more... )

I'm bored and I miss my teresa. I'm frustrated as hell because the boy can't find the words to tell me how he feels. i went to sleep at 11:30 last night and i woke up at 8:30 in the morning. food is looking more and more un-eatable every day. I don't know what to do with myself. i've spent the last week just waiting around. i hate wasting days ( Read more... )

Your Life: The SoundtrackOpening credits:My Name is Jonas -weezer Waking up:Shepard's Requiem Average day:This Ain't Livin -G-Love and Special Sauce First date:Diamonds on the Souls of Her Shoes -Paul Simon Falling in love:#40 -Dave Matthews Band Love scene: Fight scene:Punch You in the Eye -Phish Breaking up: Getting back together:Just What I ( Read more... )