Another year has passed me by..I can't become the one that doesn't do the things I shouldn't. I don't know who decided that I couldn't do them but they or he or everyone perfected the idea of tragedy and I'm sticking to my guns on this one. I can't tell a lie and I can't help it that I cried when you and her were in each others beds but It wasn't ( Read more... )

Reruns of life from almost 10 years ago. The patterns repeat, I know I'll be fine on my own. No I won't.  I have this love that's never ending but what if the love is returned but it's not the same kind of love. the future could hold many things but really I just want to be holding the one who is running through my brain. Making me crazy. It's ( Read more... )

Listen, It's getting to be a thing but it's not the thing you thought it may have been when you sat down and questioned the ideas of all that you ever believed and all that you sought for oh so long and it will all be ok someday. 

Oh this ride has finally ended. No it hasn't it's just begun. I love it. I love newness. I can't get enough. I want to go everywhere. And I feel like I will. Even if the undain is the road I have to take to achieve this goal. I will love it and I will be happy. 

The last time I was in love was shortly followed by the last time I was really sad.

in a world where nothing happens what do we do next?

 I'll never change. I'm going to be sad forever. Unless I do something about it they say. I'm sad for a lot of reasons. My friends are junkies, I don't know what love is, I'm broke....blah blah blah. I just want to make a difference to myself, someone else, the world, anything. I want to matter. That's all I've ever wanted. Withe limelight fading ( Read more... )

i've been doing this for years. i've never been so broke though. its gone beyond the point of want, i neeeeed a job. i can't believe its been so long. oh well i've gotten a lot of sleep so thats a plus, but i need money. it does after all make the world go round as well as my car. 

The ABC's of me ~

A - ACCENT: None

B- BREAST SIZE: Lessening Man Boob

C - CHORE YOU HATE: Most unles I'm haveing a party.

D - DAD'S NAME: Dave.

E - ESSENTIAL MAKE-UP ITEM: Undereye

F - FAVORITE PERFUME: Aqua di Gio

G - Silver

H - HOMETOWN: Daytona Beach, FL

I - INSOMNIA: Sometimes

J - JOB TITLE: None, for once

K- KIDS:  Not yet, but they will be, Declan ( Read more... )

anyone  wanna  help me move the weekend after next. the 19th and or 20th