And i am fascinated by the spiritual man
I am humbled by his humble nature
What I wouldn't give to find a soulmate
Someone else to catch this drift..
And all I need now is intellectual intercourse
A soul to dig the hole much deeper
And I have no concept of time other than it is flying-Alanis

Searching all my days to find you
I'm not sure who im looking for
i'll know it when I see You
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishul thinking was wrong
Im jaded
I hate it
Im so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here

I keep thinkin' about you baby
Gets me all choked up
This heart of mine keeps
Dreamin' of you and it's crazy
You'd think I'd had enough

Im so tired of giving and not recieving anything back..when i do things i dont expect things in return but i see myself as a good person and ill never understand why some people have the things they have and cant even see how lucky they are..When is it going to be my turn..when can everything in my world be just the way i want it to be just for one ( Read more... )

Well kids how was my weekend you ask???haha well i guess you can say i learned not everyone can be the way you hoped they could be and even if your in the right it doesnt matter because some people just see things the way they wanna see them. I had a good time, met alot of dope ass people and drank my self stupid.I guess ive experienced alot in my ( Read more... )

Last night was Amys 18thbday..we went to mai chai or how ever you spell it...some Polynesian restaurant that was sooo amazingly beautiful, i want my house to look like that place..and then these hawaiian dancers came out and danced with fire and amys dad shaked it on stage like a pro...then we went to the beach and got a fire goin made some smores ( Read more... )

I have a smile ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

One more day to go..damn the week has been long and tedious..i feel like im just waiting for something to begin..everyday is spent waiting for the next..i have about five more months until im out of this place, and even that isnt for certain..i swear im movin to jamaica to live on some island so i can smoke and chill alll day....

**I need you to see that I have had all I can take and exploding seems like a definate possibility to me ( Read more... )