YAY..michelle is coming in june to see me and her lover friend and we're taking a trip to tampa and then disney world..the happiest place on earth :) its going to be one funktastic adventure...and b4 that im going to mexico in april when i go to calipornia..yay for me..

it always seems i have no luck in love...and when u finally meet some one worth the time doesnt it seem like the world throws so many barriers in your way that prevent you from being with that person..i just wanna be held by the one i wanna be with is that alot to ask for? i guess so.. but i cant give up right? we'll see....

Went a strip club on saturday with some friends for my first time...Nothin i didnt expect but it was fun i probably wouldnt go all the time but it was fun..Today is boggles birthday, how the years go by..well ya'll gtg muahzxoxoxo

Hell yes its official..the semester is over and ive passed all my classes! one more semester and im out!!Now whats there to do but go celebrate my geniousness..lol party time yay

Perfectionism is slow death. if everything were to turn out just like i would want it to, just like i would plan for it to, then i would never experience anything new; my life would be an endless repetition of stale successes. when i make a mistake i experience something unexpected. i react to a mistake as if i have betrayed myself ( Read more... )

tommorrow is the last day of midterms! yay for me i think ill do fine...just 5 more months to go and im free!!!!!!

I could write about my day but im more in the mood to express the thoughts that ive been thinking more....I had this idea of love, is it being swept up in a fantasy from which we would eventually awaken, rather than a reality in which we truly experience ourselves.I believe that every person, whether they are aware of it or not (most likely not) ( Read more... )

i Thought i knew what i wanted and where i am going to find it, which leads me to push away anything or anyone that might interfere with that idea of whats for me or what isnt for me.Its like you find your idea of what life is and you stop growing.Be willing to change.. i find myself telling myself that alot. Its like i resist so much a when i ( Read more... )

Siighh... damn the years do go by fast dont they..last night was my birthday party and even though i had a good time with all my friends who love me the person who i wanted there the most in this world couldnt be there because shes in california...that would be my best friend in the world and my nonbiological sister KIERSTON....but it was crazy ( Read more... )