So I'm not okay. This has been ultimately decided by Gord, who has strongly suggested I go on anti-depressants. That's always fun. But it's a good idea. Life isn't working. I have no motivation to do well in school. I honestly just don't care. And I understand about my future and all that shit. I just... don't care. I'm losing my desire to eat. It' ( Read more... )

Well, I'm better now. Kind of. haha. I don't even know ( Read more... )

I'm sorry ( Read more... )

Tonight was really really fun. It was Dan's surprise birthday party. A bunch of us went to his house, surprised him, attacked each other with silly string, raved a bit, ate cake, and just hung out for a while. Then we went downtown and walked around aimlessly till we ran into some really cool, random people. We then went to a little coffee house ( Read more... )

Well that's just wonderful... Josh got a girlfriend ( Read more... )

So, last night/this morning was just plain fun. Every year, Christi's family always goes out and shops on black friday. And they take it really seriously. Wal-Mart opened at 5 AM... We were there at 12:30. And we were the fourth group in line. It was kind of ridiculous. But it was awesome. I had an energy drink and a 24 oz. of cappuccino. ^_^ ( Read more... )

I really should be okay. I don't really know why I'm not... But... I'm not really not okay... I don't know ( Read more... )

AHHHH!!!!

So. Guess what I'm doing for Winter Break.

I'm going to FLORIDA, BITCHES!

That's right. I'm going to Florida with Cheryl and her family for a week and a half. We're staying at this really nice condo place and we're going to Disney World and Universal and and... I'm so frickin excited!!!!

I know. You're jealous.

She's gone... I can't believe she's really gone... Gen left to go back to Wisconsin this morning. My mom was awesome and called in for me for first hour so I could spend more time with her. My god... I miss her so much. We both almost started crying when we said goodbye, and I've been trying to stop myself from crying all day during school... I ( Read more... )

So I'm doing a lot better now... Kind of. The change in me in just the past 24 hours has been amazing. I'm back to... me, I guess. I don't know. I'm still really stressed, but I'm better. I don't feel like I'm on the edge of a breakdown anymore. I actually feel like I can handle everything I have going on now. That's always a nice feeling ( Read more... )