i could be out tonight , but i am not
i could be at the beach tonihgt, but i am not
instead i am alone agina, what a concept. whatever still witing for my BAM

alright it is friday, can it get any better, i think not little piggy.

sick days laying on the couch watching dirty dancing while my ceiling almost falls off. but hey at least i rested.

Rain falls down the pool side ( Read more... )

oh man who wants to be a millionair is on, enough wiht that.click, off. Alright i ahve realized that i know nothing of what i want. when my best friend tells me he needs to stop talkingfor a while, how am i supposed to respond. IF you read this i love you. Anyways love is a weird thing, love comes and bites you in the butt. i am waiting to be bit.

one thing happens and my life is fabulous. i have never smiled this much. One week and i am giddy and laughig smiling. i love to smile. i thought i had forgotten what it was like for a while. I love snorting at 3 in the morning becuase mari said somthing funny, and me and brittany are laughing about it. i love waiting and talking on the corner when ( Read more... )

alright you guys, you know who you are if you read this. right now i need you 7 more than i have ever needed anything. i need summer talks, and jaccuzi chats. girl talks that last forever and make me feel alive. i need you guys to tell me i am okay, that i am not losing my mind. i need you guys to hold me when i cry and when i feel alone. i need to ( Read more... )

hmm, mars attack, i dumb excuse for a movie, or an american classic, you decide.

tonight is vice. WOw how fun! Right now it is the whole idea of getting ready for it, not going to it that is exciting. Started crying in spanish yesterday. That is not supposed to happen, not anymore at least. i really need to get better. and lastly may i add, why are boys so strange. And not in the cute interesting way, the strange way. I am so ( Read more... )

alright, so here it is the day before my first final. The weird thing is this,when you go in to the so called real world, and start looking for a job i doubt they are going to ask you, so what was ur grades on your first semester finals in high school. The ironic thing with this is , with out scoring good you will never even get this interveiw for ( Read more... )