why am i so indecisive? why am i so fickle? why can't i make up my mind about anything? why can't i just say what i feel? why can't i just swallow my pride? why do i listen to other people?

why do i even ask?

As the seniors are graduating Friday, there's a sudden realization that my future is approaching. It's kind of scary.
I'm also starting to have doubts on med school and the liklihood that I'm going to UF..

I just don't know what I want to do.

AUGH!

Obviously bands create songs that their target audience can relate to, but when I flew into Boston two weeks ago (Friday 21st) and had to go from Logan (airport) to Government Center and Fanuel Hall, I just laughed. That darn Ted Williams (tunnel) is just so awesome that he actually killed a women and was the cause for us taking the very long and ( Read more... )

Summer has recently come to a standstill. Every day has become the same as the last. With tennis or volleyball, the beach or the pool, shopping, and parks. It's all a bore. Lucky for me, I get a change of scenery in 9 days. I will be journeying to my beloved city of Boston to be reunited with my amazing family and the great Cape Cod. And in 19 days ( Read more... )

Today is my 4th day at work. It's not too shabby. I was disappointed to find that my salary wasn't $10 an hour, but $9 an hour. Ah well, by the end of the summer I will have made over $900 and that's all that's important ( Read more... )

Savannah is so beautiful! Every day outdoes the previous. This weekend the Tandy's came down to visit, so that meant that I finally had an familar teenager around. Today we all went to Wormsloe park, which if you ever have seen Forrest Gump, it's the avenue in which he runs from the bullies and the signiture "run Forrest, run!" phrase takes place. ( Read more... )

I'm here in Savannah. Not quite what I expected, but it's been fun and energizing. Lots and lots of exercise (biking, kayaking, football, kickball, basketball, swimming, running - all everyday). Dad just moved in, so there's a lot of work that needs to be done. For instance, we don't have a yard, we only have dirt. All the bedrooms are halfway ( Read more... )

Summer, the last five days, have been pretty decent! My birthday was 3 days ago, and that was great. I was sitting at home with nothing to do, and Marian (that angel) calls me up, "What kind of cake do you like?" I love her. So she coordinated with Darren and we all went to Duffy's for my birthday/the Heat game. They won, of course, and are on to ( Read more... )

yeah, basically. Two more days of school, but they don't really count as school, they're merely exams. My summer has already begun ( Read more... )