...When i close my eyes for the last time, I wake up being released from my mother's womb. What if existence is truly cyclical and I have lived this life before and I will live it again. Forever. Over and over again, nothing changing. What if we all do. Everyone and everything that has ever and will ever exist. What if i have written this entry ( Read more... )

It is dark outside. He lies with his back flat against the bed staring at the ceiling. It is dark outside and he is in Portugal. It is a strange place to him. Ever since the car crash everywhere is a strange place to him. The sheets are clean and fresh, newly washed for guests. He is comfortable but unable to sleep. His mind is a swirl of ideas and ( Read more... )

Ah, I feel a lot better now. As soon as I posted that last entry, I got up, put some clothes on and got the underground to the Carling Academy (where Alanis Morissette sold out tonight incidentally)and walked to Pollokshields to my Mum's flat. Ate loads of food, drank some irn Bru while watching some classic Simpsons then had a shower. Oh Lordy I'm ( Read more... )

I feel tired, I should probably go to sleep. Plus the gum around my lower left wisdom tooth has some how become infected and is pumping poisons into the rest of my head...makes me think of Brass Eye when they describe some one's entire head going septic ( Read more... )

So I'm taking this "getting my act together" malarky quite seriously at the moment and I feel better for it. I contacted a trumpet teacher the other day so will be starting lessons soon, started running on Wednesday which is quite addictive and did yoga last night which is quite painful. I feel better for it all. Especially as I've cut down my ( Read more... )

Ugh, I'm back in Glasgow after my KERAZZZY jaunt down to London. I feel a bit deflated. Which is natural of course. I still want to move down, but I'm more nervous than I was a couple of weeks ago. The reality hit me square between the eyes. YOU MUST WORK ( Read more... )

I have now officially left 62 Albert Road. I shall never enter it again as my home. Pete, Dom and Tim have officially moved out today. All the furniture and boxes are being taken to their final destinations tomorrow morning. Goodbye etc...you were good to me but I'm flying your nest ( Read more... )

I just watched the Kate Bush music video Hounds Of Love. That part near the beginning where the guy is taken away from Kate by the guys in coats and they get him to the door and he TEARS himself away and runs back and grabs Kate's hand and pulls her through the door..... Love It. There's something so romantic involved with that, but I can't quite ( Read more... )

I peered through the darkness at the oncoming creature. The vague drumdrum of it's heart beat enveloping my senses. If I blink, I half thought to myself, it will thrust itself forward, springing itself from the blackness towards me so that I will not have time to scream as it engulfs me. But I had no eye lids. i had ripped them off using shards of ( Read more... )

There are many tragedies within death ( Read more... )