These are the days of your life. Fuck. I didn't see this one coming. Oh the irony.
How sweet. How bitter. Bah.

3 days since the phone rang.

So it's 2009 and things are going quite well. I've acted in my first play "From The Calton To Catalonia" at the Ramshorn at the end of January. I have an agent. I'm making headway into getting castings etc. Yup things are going well. I'm still doing yoga when I can, I've also started ballet and tango classes; the ballet classes I'm finding ( Read more... )

I've really got to keep up with the lines. I'm even forgetting ones I already know. This'll be my first time with a main part on the stage and I'm starting to panic at night thinking about how many times I fucked up at rehearsal that day. I'm going to make sure i know my lines off by heart by Tuesday. That's the tech first dress rehearsal and I ( Read more... )

I just read some of my entries from when i starting posting in Livejournal. What a douche.

When I walk home from town/w.end at night, I tend to get really angry in my head. I must look like some drunken psycho fuck: jabbering to myself, pulling faces and stopping abruptly to stare intently at my feet. I am (once again) not liking who I am at the moment, but this time I'm not sure if it's me or that I'm feeling judged by people. Today I ( Read more... )

Today I got up around 8.45 because I had slept almost all of the day before. It felt good to be up that early instead of the 1/2/3pm I have been during the Winter period. Whilst on the 57 bus (the trains were off today) I sat upstairs at the front listening to The Notwist. I felt really content up there. The sun was shining, it was a clear crisp ( Read more... )

Tidy room
go outside at least once a day
do some sort of exercise/activity once a day
Stop binging on junk food
stop using pornography
get a show reel and voice reel
read my scripts ever day till I know it off by heart
Plan a month trip to new york this year

...tbc

I watch beyond the walls ( Read more... )

London really does bring out the best and worst in me. Or maybe just the worst in me but at least I feel alive doing it. I haven't drunk as much in a weekend in months (or perhaps since I was last down), and it's not as if I was even happy drunk...I've been a tit rat. I was even having a massive go at Richard stone last night and he has been ( Read more... )

What if the "grey goo senario" has already happened. Imagine that we were not the first intelligent species on the planet. Before we evolved there was an advanced technological species that invented nano-bots. These out-of-control self-replicating nanorobots consumed entire ecosystems, resulting in global ecophagy. Perhaps, let us imagine, they ( Read more... )