Andy is encouraging me to participate in this online program Leah’s told me about my senior year. Writing a 50000 word novel in one month’s time. I haven’t written in a while, too long. I need to get back. I attempted a few free writes in which to inspire myself with characters, plot, or theme. Characters fail me at this point. I ended up producing ( Read more... )

An odd silver heart necklace I plan on exchanging, with the exception of a silver heart necklace my grandmother bought me I do not wear hearts. And I only wear my grandmothers because it is also lined in diamonds and therefore the most expensive piece of jeweler I own on top of being a family heirloom. No stars ( Read more... )

Hey world, how are you all? Finals are the week after next for me, but most of my classes simply have final projects/papers due next week in lo of tests ( Read more... )

Thursday I got back from my 1 olock class and took a three and a half hour nap. Then Akap and I went to a midsummer night’s dream. Funny how I thought the fairy king, Oberon, was acting like a real fairy queen. After We ran into Zach, cool cool. Akap and I drove around a bit. I bought some Ben and Jerry’s that I eat infront of the Count of Monte ( Read more... )

Why hello lj world, long time no see ( Read more... )

Here I am. In four days it will be the night before I move out. The eve of my departure. I sit on the brink of what it feels I've waited for since I was.....twelve. I get to move, to spread my wings, "to make a big mistake." I'm sitting at AW an hour after it's been closed, waiting for Davie and one of his roomate to finish closing, while I ( Read more... )

i was talking to a moth ( Read more... )

I admit it, sadly, I did it. I betrayed lj for my space. Why? Probably because everyone was doing, and if ever you’re wondering is this a good idea or not, and you think, oh everyone’s doing it, then you may know for certain it is a bad idea. But a harsh lesson I have learned and learned it well. Live Journal, you are so very much better. It allows ( Read more... )

Wow it's been a long time. I'm almost 18. 11 days. It's only gotte worst, this relationship, or lack there ofbetween me and my parents. I want to move out, more today thwan ever. Looking back it's over the stupidest thing I'm aware of this. But it's the not the action, the thing they did as itself so much that annoys me, but the thought behind it ( Read more... )

It's not like David's a drug, but sometimes he just the only medicine that can calm me down, that can sooth me, and in the worst of times he ties me to this earth, to humanity