ok, so i needed to rant, so if you dont wanna read this thing, dont click on the link below. simple as that.

ok, so, james and i have been dating for almost 7 months now. best 7 months of my life. we've been through some really hard shit, and we've been through the best experiences known to man. ;-) he's turning 18 next month. it's march. we have ( Read more... )

OMG, i thank maya for turning me on to this song. it is AMAZING!!!!

Keep Dreaming Upside Down
October Fall

I was burning up to fall apart
And the walls fall down around my heart
Now I'm feeling sick
It's always something lately

I was broken down but still looked good
I was kissing clocks, you knew I would
Now I'm feeling scared
Someone say that they ( Read more... )

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Your Birthdate: November 16
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i cant deal with this anymore. i mean......im just losing it all. this world would be so much better if i was not a part of it. his life would be better without me, but i can't go on without him.....

if i close my eyes forever...

would anyone give a shit?

haha. that song, close my eyes forever, it's a really good song by ozzy osbourne. <3 ( Read more... )

to continue from before ( Read more... )

so, first off, happy 6 month anniversary to me ( Read more... )

ok, so, many things have happened since i last updated. basically, james and i have gone on 2 breaks, the 1st lasting 12 hours, the 2nd lasting 8 hrs, gotten back together, broken up, and gotten back together yet again. so yeah. woot. that was fun. i had complete mental breakdown today because he broke up with me last night, and we just got back ( Read more... )

hey, ok, so i wanna see if maya papaya and gina recognize this at all ( Read more... )