disturbing realization

[magikalmistress]

i came to a very disturbing realization last night: i realized that there are some people in baltimore that i went to school with for 8+ years who haven't ever seen the real me. a i wrong in thinking that this is disturbing? i mean, seriously. it's mostly disturbing on my part because i am the one who hid who i really was for acceptance. how could

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[080405]

It's not. I know how you feel. Man, those kids still don't know who I am and I'm still in touch with them. And I think I was the same way, I was someone different just to be accepted by them. But they never say me for me. Rawr. Dumbfucks.

[080405]

yeah. im just mad at myself because i never had the courage to do anything about it or stand up for myself. and mainly im mad at myself because i was too scared to be me.

[magikalmistress]

whoopsie! i forgotsted to log in! lol.