"paradise" by eyedea

exhausted love by eyedea

is your heart still mine?

So, the plan for the new journal will be to document my life as a twenty-year old.
In ten days I won't be a teenager anymore, which is pretty strange, but pretty cool too.

I need someone to do all the html stuff for me...
or I need to find a pretty sweet layout somewhere...
Is anybody out there? ...anyone that might want to help me out??

<3 ( Read more... )

New livejournal coming soon:

xgreenxxcrayonx

be excited.

Maybe things are looking up?
I've been on the down part for awhile now...
Time for the up?

<3.

I miss you.

I don't know what to do. I mean, I can't control any of it really. What can you do when it's all a downward spiral? All the events seem to lead to unhappily ever after. I don't have the energy to fix it. The monster has been growing since I was younger. None of it is my fault, but I have to live with it. I'm embarassed, disappointed, ashamed. I'm ( Read more... )

I know a lot of things. I'm a smart girl. I know that feeling like this, often, means I am some kind of not-normal. Humor me, people. I must have some sort of crazy chemical imbalance. Fuck. I don't even know what to do with myself ( Read more... )

I love the way you think,

but I hate the way you act.

“In the West, for example, people believe they must ‘pursue happiness’ as if it were some sort of flighty bird that is always out of reach. In the East, we believe we are born with happiness and one of life’s important tasks, my mother told me, is to protect it" (9).