im sick of all the guilt trips...religous progpanda cluttering my air waves...im tired of all the preaching spoken from your dirty lips...speaking of the words that was created in ancient caves...you claim to spread love to mankind...giving them the gift of faith...but inbetween the lines, hate is all i find...the weak minded are never safe...

i know i may treat people like shit...shower them in the hate i spit...but my intentions are not clear...they are clouded with deep fear...the words i speak are not always the ones that come from the heart...sometimes what i say has no justification...no reason or detailed explanation...i do not deny my ignorance or chose to control it...i ( Read more... )

your eyes seem like a conjuring trick...its happening so fast, im loosing myself within you so quick...it feels like you have done your magic on me...put on a spell to make me see...what a lovely person you really are...oh how you resemble the magestic star...shining in the bright distance...giving that tiny extra bit of pleasure for existance..im ( Read more... )

i guess i have failed...my wings have finally sailed...im going to fly into the my death...today i will take my last breath...i cant live here anymore...life has gone to how it was before...but this time i lost something i had...i know to everyone else it doesnt seem so bad...but i truely loved you and i still do...and i cant live without you...you ( Read more... )

to my dearest mother you mean so much to me...i know ive been difficult and my love for you is hard to see...but i have trouble showing my emotions...strain showing my devotions...i understand it wasnt your plan...but youve raised such an understanding man...ive realised you have been there for me since the day begun...you loved me from the start ( Read more... )

tonight is the night im going to end my life...the night i decide to grab the knife...as the sun drops down i will say my last prayer...in hopes you will finally be there...but even if you do not arrive...i still will not stay alive...my life needs to cease...so my surroundings can finally be at peice...tonight the world will be a better place... ( Read more... )

im cold and im scared...i didnt know if u loved me...i didnt even know if you cared...still i only barely see...so many barriers distracting my vision...complications arrise causing doubt...contemplations of certain decisions...questioning what its all about...asking myself is the love still there...searching for a cure...trying deep inside to ( Read more... )

as sand sifts through the hour glass...and the sun fades into the dark sky...my time on this land is ending fast...my life is just a dramatic lie...which step will i take next...which problem will occur...as i read the future text...my pain and love concur...the hourglass has reached its last grain...and the sky is as black as the shadows that ( Read more... )

love is full of pain...in the end it seems to cruel...to put up with all this strain...and turn out like a fool...to imagine you was always going to be fine...not seeing a fault...not even a sign...but then love comes to a hault...the heart is blocked...emotionally tired...all your feelings away and locked...you dont want to speak the words of love ( Read more... )

i hate the thought that i dissapoint you...to make you happy is all i persue...my life ambitions have changed...it feels my love has now been arranged...even when im mad at you my love is so strong...so strong it doesnt even seem like you have done wrong...i see passed your faults...and see your presence and mind that i exalt...to me you are ( Read more... )