a complicated emotion. A stupid pairing of words because what is an emotion if not complicated ( Read more... )

Today I am sitting in an internet cafe across from city hall rediscovering the orgiastic joys of the internet. The cafe is across from city hall but I am actually across from emily at a wobbly table within the internet cafe-Emily is fighting against the tidal wave of electronical mail that has accumlated in her mailbox. This results in numerical ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I dissapeared again. I've just been really tired and so get off work and just go home to sleep. So yeah, I promise I'm not dead, yet.

So I finished my show today. It was really great and I am really proud of my kids once again. They were probably the best cast I have ever had, simply becuase they were sweet and respected eachother. It's hard to leave when they all mob you and tell you that they are gonna miss you but at the same time I am excited to be opening another chapter of ( Read more... )

so I just had my Mr. Holland's opus moment. Like twenty of my students sang a song from chorus line dedicated to me. It was wonderful, I cried like a big baby, and told them all I loved them and would miss them when I left. They cried too. It's nice to be appreciated. I know they're just kids and I am just a kid myself but it did feel like I made a

you and me, we'll escape ( Read more... )

I think it's that time again. I need a book to change my life ( Read more... )

If you ever want to be really really angry at ignorance and stupidity watch Jack Van Impe presents at one in the morning. These two morons should be outlawed. Not to mention they should be forbidden from quoting anyone.

I was looking through old posts and found six references to being hallow and empty. You'll have to forigve my repetitive nature, it's just been a very prominent feeling the last few- years. Not to mention I usually turn to this outlet when I feel at my most furried and conflicted. I also counted at least eight "fuck yous." For those of you who only ( Read more... )

I just finished watching blood diamond. It was an amazing film ( Read more... )