It's one of those days again. They come more frequently now. Ones where I am not entirely sure what I am doing with my life, why I am such a dilettante with no real talent to speak of (I mean I am good at many things but truly talented and commited, I seem to be coming up short ( Read more... )

I want to go to the cemetery and the zoo but it's too cold for either. I suppose I am hungering for Spring then. I would also like to go to the planetarium. I've never been. I want to go to the desert or someplace beautiful and warm. Maybe its just cold here in my room. I have a sweater and extra blankets but it's still cold. I want to win the ( Read more... )

So I got to Borders and realized that going there on my day off is just a little too much. So I'm home now and watching firefly and spending my day off doing nothing as it should be.

contentment.

I think a mix of too many diet cokes, diet pills, simple carbohydrates and sugars is taking a serious toll. I come home from work with these tension like headaches. I am so damn tired all the time so I watch some tv and feel like going to sleep and then I want to do something valuable with my time but I don't because I am tired and because I have ( Read more... )

This is the student bio I wrote for workshop. I think it's kind of charming. ALSO, if you do not own the complete series of Firefly yet it is on sale for 19.99 at Borders and goes off sale tomorrow. Go get it! Now! Oh and read my thing ( Read more... )

I just realized that all three of my celebrity crushes are relatively the same guy. Nathan Fillion from Firefly, Josh Holloway from Lost and Peter Krause from Six Feet Under. They all have that sexy crazy thing but are also very complex and vulnerable and witty as hell and they kind of all look the same ( Read more... )

I am becoming desensitized to new books and the smell of ink. I swear at least a third of my paycheck goes right back into Borders ( Read more... )

"Lev Paley said that he had watched his atoms break apart like marbles, roll across the universe, then gather themselves together again out of nothing at all…Graciella Cavazos would say only that she began to snow--four words--and smile bashfully whenever anyone pressed her for details."

I think Kevin Brockmeier may be my literary soul mate.

i've just had one of the most depressing moments of my life ( Read more... )

So Extreme home makeover--I get it. There being nice to people less fortunate and giving them a seriously kick ass house BUT the "designers" are so unbelievably fake ( Read more... )