just a list of some of the  awesome songs i have been listening to lately

nine inch nails-the great below
the dresden dolls- sing
the dresden dolls-bad habit
sia-breath me
red jumpsuit apparatus-your guardian angel
red jumpsuit apparatus-cat and mouse
red jumpsuit apparatus-atrophy
red jumpsuit apparatus-false pretense
bush-glycerine
bright eyes-a ( Read more... )

I will always feel. And I will always care
I wish she was my enemy
But I'm still waiting here for her to hold my hand
For her to steal my breath
For her to pick up the pieces of promises never kept
She moves in slow motion.
Sonically as the rain.

As the rain falls down.
Everything is still as she moves to me.
Stands still.
Maybe I'll do better on my own
Why ( Read more... )

Now we might as be strangers.

I'm going blind from staring at your eyes because they release the fire of a thousand suns, but I've become so numb I can barely shed a tear, even if you cut the strings that hold my head up.

We are nothing.
A lost cause for a lost cause.
The hourglass is a loaded gun.
Running short of sand

I'm the sheep who lost his way
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musings

It seems to me that for the past twenty years, the world has dwelt under a shadow - largely because it has chosen to hide from that shadow - as children underneath a blanket. But that which the world faces is shadow only; without true substance, easily defeated - if one is willing to face it.

But nobody will. And that is the tragedy. Despite ( Read more... )

i found this story somewhere and thought it was good enough to share. ( the umbrella )

i have the mood on ehre as cold and yet im really not sure what mood im in ( Read more... )

i still hate you ( Read more... )

i had a pretty good weekend. it went by really fast. sat night i ended up hanging out with my friend kristan. went over to her apt was supposed to watch a movie but had technical issues. so ended up being silly instead. it was the 2nd time we had hung out. but it was cool. we just layed there looking at each other not saying a word. at first we ( Read more... )

im reading alot about Existentialism,Idealism,Humanism,nihilism,agnosticism ( Read more... )

i feel like time is slipping away to fast. like my life is like a newspaper article floating in the breeze... i found out a friend of mine's fiance is pregnant and he is only 20. he is so happy about being a father. i feel like im being run thru a cheese grater ( Read more... )