...I think I've finally taken all I can take...

5 days remain

Is it possible to just being adept at making bad choices?  I feel as if that's all I've been doing for the past few years of my life.  Some things I successfully fixed, but there's just some things I don't know.  Lord, help me...give me strength

It's been a minute since I entered something in this journal of mine.  I've been busy w/ working and writing, thinking and MySpace (the new Matrix)...

Nothing new, except that Michelle Rodriguez is a buddy of mine on Myspace and she thinks I'm cute :)   (Posing)...lol   Other than that, nothing new...saw someone I haven't seen in a while...which was ( Read more... )

It's been forever since I've written anything in here and even when I did, most of it was negative.  But things are finally starting to look really good -- for a change.  I recently met a guy who was interested in finding some people to help co-write a play.  (Now for those who truly know me, knows that I've only been trying to get a book deal for ( Read more... )

I find it amazing.  For the past 7 or 8 months, while smiling on the outside, I've been hurting on the inside.  Finding myself slowly leaning towards an angrier state of mind.  After all, everything I wanted, I never got -- or I let pass me by (Confession:  I STILL NEED WORK).  And the things I thought I wanted, never amount to the actual ( Read more... )

It's been a good week and school's been a blast. The only thing that sucks is that I almost feel like I'm taking money for stuff I already know, but then it's needed, so I guess it balances out.

Gonna play some Bond and finished some projects and get even further ahead than I really need to.

Signing off

      It's a pretty nice afternoon and I just finished doing my sister's yard.  Plans for the day:  Kingdom Hearts 2 until I can't take it no more and working out.  Nothing too major today.  I worked ridiculously this week, I owe it to myself.

You truly are the best part of the day,
The feeling that you bring about, it's something in the way
That I wait patiently for you to come,
Then realizing it's not where you are, but where you come from

You bring about a giddy warm feeling,
Some kind of wonderful, joyous feeling
At times I wonder with what I'm dealing,
And yet, how you somehow give me ( Read more... )

I went to go see Ghostface in Detroit last night...(shaking my head ( Read more... )

   It's been several days since that dreadful day.  Somehow, she managed to find the words necessary to win me back over.  Barely, but so nonetheless.  She actually came up to my job wanting to work things out and whatnot.  But I'm beginning to digress.  I'm getting frustrated to the point where my words don't come out as they should.  I'm feeling ( Read more... )