so I am working tonight 12am-3am....I hate this shift, the only bright side is that I get paid an extra .35 cents on this shift...woohoo. But it gets kind of creepy this late working the front desk of my building, I just end up listening to music and surfing the web...another woohoo ( Read more... )

I get to come home in a week....yay!!

Why are relationships with guys so complicated? the ones you want to like you don't, and the ones you don't want to like you do. bah. (this is just something I have noticed)

so, it has been an interesting couple of weeks. I don't know what to so, I am so freaking confused. I feel like I am letting everyone down. I am trying to deal with it, but my better judgment gets pushed aside every time. BAH ( Read more... )

ok, just so everyone knows...I am no longer in a relationship. I don't want to talk about it, but I am doing this just so everyone knows, and if you didn't know...well you didn't miss anything. I have now two guys that I hurt. I don't want to date either. we are going to leave it at that.

I am tired. I am going to hurt someone that does not deserve to be hurt. not that I want to hurt him. I feel so confused, upset, and so happy at the same time. I don't know what to do anymore.

If you had to chose between two guys. One who was so very like you, and was pretty much amazing, and also went to your school and you could see everyday if you could; and another, who you have know for ever, was so nice, but lived far away and you wouldn't be able to see ever. Who would you pick ( Read more... )

so, I will not be able to come home for thanksgiving. Sad story. I have to work :( but on the bright side I will be home only two weeks later for a month of christmas break. If you guys are all going to get together, let me know so that I can call and talk to people!! I called some of you to let you know already, or tried to call you. this is how ( Read more... )

It's raining here. It was all night and has been all day. everyonce in a while the thunder comes with it. It woke me up this morning and then I wrestled to go back to sleep. The rain won ( Read more... )

so this week I just don't feel like myself. It is so weird. I feel scatterbrained and like I am not very responsible. I forgot to call my boss to tell her I woudn't be able to take the shift today...so she had to take it. She didn't sound happy with me. I need to call her and explain. I have just been so tired. Band camp really pooped me out. I got ( Read more... )

So I really think I am like mentally challenged, or just I don't know. But usually if you say "I will call you" YOU CALL!! If you are going to be gone the rest of the summer and say "hey I want to come see you before I leave" YOU HOLD UP YOUR END OF THE FREAKING DEAL!! I guess there are still enough hours in the day to get a call. But I usually ( Read more... )