i suck

[magwaisfriend]

ok, sincce my last entry i spoke with valerie and ended up calling matt like an idiot. i have to make myself not do it ever again. i only get more upset, i just wanted to check up on gma and stuff. she is stable, but not well. i wish with every ounce of my soul that matt would have given me another chance, not just that but i wish he would have

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[mrs_buckley]

dude you know im on your side and i refuse to talk to that bitch. im with you even if im not there physically. Im catching a plane out there soon. i love and trat yourself good. you deserve the best.

[sickgirl13]

i am adamant about never even talking to matt after all the things he put you through. i dont care about who needs to score what or shit like that. im sorry for everything you've been through, and given the chance you know i'd tell that girl something. i want you to know how much i miss you. im confident that things will change and you'll move into a healing stage. all this hurt is bad for you, bad for the soul. dont lose sight of whats important presently-- creating something new and better for yourself. i wont say that things are better this way; i know you hate that and i dont necessarily believe it. dont fall into the regret trap. if you and matt are supposed to be together i really believe it will happen.
i love you and i have pictures to share with you, but i dont have a mailing address. you can email me at sikgrrl@aol.com

[magwaisfriend]

thanks dude, that means a lot to me, youre right dude, its just a lot easier said then done. im trying though so i guess thats good. my address is 1308 harlem blvd rockford il 61103